Stolen from Michael

This is Entertainment Weekly's recent listing of the Top 100 Movies of the past 25 years.
Bold the ones you have seen.
Underline the ones you plan to see.

1. Pulp Fiction (1994) (I think I would agree with Michael that this is a cool movie, but not a classic in any sense.)
2. The Lord of the Rings (I really loved them when I saw them, but I watched them with the knowledge that once was most likely going to  do it for  me.. and so far  it has. I've tried to watch both the first one and the second one again and  it didn't work out.)

3. Titanic (1997) (This movie made me so sad to be a part of my gender... WHY!? WHY AM I SUPPOSED TO CARE!? I DON'T!)

4. Blue Velvet (1986) (I used to really like this movie, but I watched it again recently and decided that it only works on an aesthetic level.)
5. Toy Story (1995) (woo!)
6. Saving Private Ryan (1998) (I underlined half of this because I'm not actually sure if I care or not)
7. Hannah and Her Sisters (1986)
8. The Silence of the Lambs (1991) (Anthony Hopkins was cool enough to make me enjoy the movie... but without him I don't think it would have worked)
9. Die Hard (1988)

10. Moulin Rouge (2001) (So many people like this movie and I just don't understand! It's kind of confusing and boring and has weird songs and then she DIES and I still don't care)

11. This Is Spinal Tap (1984) (Woo!)
12. The Matrix (1999) (I watched the second Matrix yesterday and it made me so very sad. The first one was such a great premise and then they just kept forgetting all of the cool stuff they brought up and inventing new weird stuff and eventually Neo is blind and Trinity is impaled and Agent Smith is the anti-Neo... .......... WHY?!)
13. GoodFellas
14. Crumb (1995) (I think that I want to see it. Is it what I think it is? I'm not sure...)
15. Edward Scissorhands (1990) (It made me happy)
16. Boogie Nights (1997) (If I had to come up with a name that expressed how I felt about this movie I would call it a nap...)
17. Jerry Maguire (1996)
18. Do the Right Thing (1989)
19. Casino Royale (2006)
20. The Lion King (1994) (One of my favorite Disney movies ever!)
21. Schindler's List (1993 (I think that my answer to this one is "No!!!")
22. Rushmore (1998) (I mean, Rushmore is ok.... I guess it was a launching pad for Jason Schwartzmen and he's pretty decent)

23. Memento (2001) (I really liked the idea and the directing but I sort of predicted the ending except for some of it...)

24. A Room With a View (1986)
25. Shrek (2001) (I guess  this movie is alright..)

26. Hoop Dreams (1994)
27. Aliens (1986) (I liked Alien well enough to consider trying this out..)
28. Wings of Desire (1988)
29. The Bourne Supremacy (2004) (I think that this just isn't my thing)
30. When Harry Met Sally... (1989)
31. Brokeback Mountain (2005) (Brokeback Mountain was definitely overhyped, but it's really basically a tragic love story that works instead of being RETARDED)
32. Fight Club (1999) (Woo! Woo! But seriously, this movie works on every level that it should including bringing across the original message fairly accurately. And I like to watch Brad Pitt punch people..)
33. The Breakfast Club (1985) (Eh.. maybe I would have liked this more if I was in the 80s)
34. Fargo (1996)
35. The Incredibles (2004)
36. Spider-Man 2 (2004) (I liked this pretty much only because of Doc Oc. And then 3 was such crap!!!!!!)
37. Pretty Woman (1990) (no thank you again)

38. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004) (I like this a lot. I don't relate to it like some people do, but it was an excellent movie.)

39. The Sixth Sense (1999) (This is still a really good movie. How did you manage to make Signs?)

40. Speed (1994) (Keanu Reeves.....)

41. Dazed and Confused (1993)
42. Clueless (1995) (woo!)
43. Gladiator (2000) (I will never see this because I don't like Russel Crowe.)
44. The Player (1992)
45. Rain Man (1988) (Tom Cruise does not need  to be on here this often!)
46. Children of Men (2006) (Dear Children of Men: I love you.)
47. Men in Black (1997) (I actually have no opinion)
48. Scarface (1983)
49. Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon (2000)
50. The Piano (1993)
51. There Will Be Blood (2007)
52. The Naked Gun: From the Files of Police Squad (1988)
53. The Truman Show (1998)

54. Fatal Attraction (1987)

55. Risky Business (1983) (I disliked Tom Cruise immensely before it was cool)
56. The Lives of Others (2006)
57. There’s Something About Mary (1998) ( I think "WTF?" is the correct sentiment. Boooring..... boooring)

58. Ghostbusters (1984)

59. L.A. Confidential (1997)

60. Scream (1996) (NOT SCARY UNLESS YOU'RE STUPID! NOT A GOOD PLOT UNLESS  YOU'RE STUPID!)

61. Beverly Hills Cop (1984)
62. sex, lies and videotape (1989)
63. Big (1988) (I hate Tom Hanks too...)
64. No Country For Old Men (2007)
65. Dirty Dancing (1987) (and Patrick Swayze)
66. Natural Born Killers (1994) (I love this movie because it's exciting! I wouldn't go so far as to call it classic though...)
67. Donnie Brasco (1997)
68. Witness (1985)
69. All About My Mother (1999)
70. Broadcast News (1987)
71. Unforgiven (1992)
72. Thelma & Louise (1991)
73. Office Space (1999) (I lie it.)
74. Drugstore Cowboy (1989)
75. Out of Africa (1985)
76. The Departed (2006)
77. Sid and Nancy (1986)
78. Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991) (Best Terminator by far.
79. Waiting for Guffman (1996) (I love this movie, and now I thin of it every bad musical I go to)
80. Michael Clayton (2007)
81. Moonstruck (1987) (This is my Mom's favorite movie for no reason)
82. Lost in Translation (2003) (YES!)
83. Evil Dead 2: Dead by Dawn (1987) (The first Evil Dead had some awesome violence but ultimately tried too hard to  be quality. Army of Darkness tries too hard to be funny and doesn't remember that it should still be a horror movie. Evil Dead 2 is the perfect medium.)
84. Sideways (2004)
85. The 40 Year-Old Virgin (2005)
86. Y Tu Mamá También (2002) (I didn't really care for it. I can understand what was trying to be done with the two adolescents and the way their sexuality was portrayed but I felt like it was poorly executed. And then they got this director to do Prisoner of Azkaban.. way to go Warner Brothers..)
87. Swingers (1996)
88. Austin Powers: International Man of Mystery (1997) (eh...)
89. Breaking the Waves (1996)
90. Napoleon Dynamite (2004) (If I had to name this movie based on my feelings about it I would call it "A Confusing and Depressing Nap")
91. Back to the Future (1985) (woo!)
92. Menace II Society (1993)
93. Ed Wood (1994)
94. Full Metal Jacket (1987) (I was going through a looking at  the way things are shot phase when I saw this and I really loved all of the open spaces and neat lines. I guess it was a cool movie. I didn't love it or hate it.)
95. In the Mood for Love (2001)
96. Far From Heaven (2002)
97. Glory (1989)
98. The Talented Mr. Ripley (1999) (I had forgotten about this! I really wanted to see it when I was young but was not yet old enough to see R rated movies)

99. The Blair Witch Project (1999) (I guess I'll see this someday.)

100. South Park: Bigger Longer & Uncut (1999) (Team America: World Police wins)

Today has been made of cleaning! I feel accomplished! It's all because I got a bookcase so now I have somewhere to put things that isn't the floor. I'm still not done with my room but after this I'm finally going to get my graduation and work checks cashed. Then maybe I'll sit around and be a nerd until Fuck Yesss. And do laundry and develop film.. I'm re-reading book 5 before Portus. I don't really have a reason for that one in particular except that I re-read 1-4 at the beginning of the year. I'm excited about Portus! I love being a nerd and I love having intense discussions about my opinions which is what cons are entirely if you let them be.
The rest of my week this week is made of excitement as well. There will be something that will remain unspecified, Fuck Yesss!, Hedwig, a field, and the Pride parade. So woohoo!
I guess I should probably get to work, eating ever today might be smart too... hmm... I'm really pretty bad at things.

Yesterday was extremely retarded. I went to H&M which was sadly a disappointment and then moved on to Urban Outfitters where I wasted money on a new wallet, an amazing candleholder (by the way, does anyone know where to buy those candles that melt in many different colors?), a tie that will be acceptable for being Ravenclaw at Portus, and Nylon (which I forgot is the most boring and retarded fashion magazine ever). Then I saw a stupid and boring movie about immigration and drove around for a while singing all Elliott Smith songs about being dissatisfied with everything loudly. Then I decided that I had to own Harold & Maude because I'm going through a phase where I don't know how to live my life which is what that movie is for. I purchased it as Barnes & Noble was closing and watched it on my laptop.
Then I had a very loud conversation about the Flaming Lips with Michelle and Jennifer at 2 in the morning. I am terrible at everything.

If I really felt like it I could drive up to Iowa on the fourth to see the Flaming Lips, I'm sort of trying to talk Sam into it as well. Wouldn't that be a horrific waste of my money? I'm a freak.

Sometimes having friends is exhausting, but I like people when I feel like talking to them.
I wish I had a lot of money with which to DECORATE. I also wish that I had one of those deer that is made of lights and moves it's head at Christmas. I almost snagged one of those from someone's trash one time. Someone should buy me one of those for my birthday. I also wish that I had though to bring my antlers to Christmas On Mars. I would have wanted to wear them even if Wayne wasn't there to express my enthusiasm. I guess I should get a really good reindeer costume for Christmas this year. And I don't have to worry about getting a Thanksgiving costume because I'm not going...
Something illegal and exciting is potentially in store for me in the future...
I wish I had a boyfriend to watch UFOs at the Zoo with. When I have a boyfriend he will have to appreciate UFOs at the Zoo and not do things like want to leave or look at a web comic while it's playing.
Hopefully I will go to Sam's beach house sometime too...
I wish that I had found the college that was made for me like Sam and Paige did. Sam is going to a college that's very liberal and pro gay people that has a lot of parties and drugs and the beach. Paige is going to LSU which is enthusiastic about it's football and just very Paige. I am going to Georgia State... hmm... What do I want to do for a career? I wish I knew how to do art because I would love to go to art school despite the fact that I don't like what art is now...

It was actually pretty fun this year. There were a lot of cool bands and nice people and ridiculous situations. I managed to not do drugs, which I guess is something to be proud of. I also managed to be in the video of the Against Me! performance which I think is pretty cool. I dunno. I could probably think of some retarded stories to tell if people really care, but I doubt that they do...

Today was sort of cool. I took a really long getting lost adventure and ended up on Buford Highway. I went to an Asian grocery store and got  some ramen for Bonnaroo which I guess I'm excited for. I drove around for a bit longer and considered going to a potentially sketchy taco restaurant when I found out that Lenox Rd. crosses Buford Highway. I went to Urban Outfitters and purchased some more silver tights and a Diana+. Hopefully I'll be able to find some film before Bonnaroo because I think Bonnaroo would look cool in the type of colors the Diana+ produces. Then I will hang the pictures all over my walls because I've allowed my apartment walls to be depressingly bare. I also bought 3 books: Go Ask Alice, Story of an Eye and Nausea.
I went home to get camping stuff and also retrieved my diary. I missed having a diary as writing thoughts and feelings down is essential when you live in your head forever.
I suppose that I'm looking forward to Bonnaroo. Jennifer decided to come along at the last minute, which will make it more exciting and there are more bands I like this year. I also think that I'll enjoy it more if I approach it differently... which I plan on.
If only they sold cheap Mexican food at Bonnaroo... cheap Mexican stuff is my favorite summer food.

Coming up with journal titles is what I fail the most at. I'm actually rather happy right now, despite having just hung out with Raymond. Not that I don't like Raymond, but he is generally a sleepy person and tends to kill my moods. Actually nothing really happened today to cause me to feel any happier than usual, but I do.
We did just watch UFOs at the Zoo which always makes me feel good. I've decided that the Flaming Lips are actually one of my favorite bands which I never realize until I'm experiencing something I like around others and am able to compare the way I feel about them to how unenthusiastic everyone else is. Jennifer cares though, and she reminded me that her parents care also, which made me feel better about things. I do love them though, and UFOs at the Zoo is a happy place for me to go to.
I spent last night at home which was alright I suppose. I went on a grand adventure with Sarah and Haley which was actually just alright. They get old very quickly and got sad because I wouldn't let them listen to AnCafe forever.
I'm also actually excited for Bonnaroo because I can be alone and still be active. Plus there are so many bands I want to see this year. I wish the ticket was as cool as it was last year... this year it's a bobble-head and not a Wonka-esque deal.... I love being alone, actually, which is why despite sometimes feeling like I might want a boyfriend I am very aware that that will be a terrible idea. I have nothing to say really... I guess I'll go to sleep...

Today was a good day despite my job ending (I can't actually think of a good word for it, I didn't get fired but my boss decided that she didn't have enough for me to do to actually justify my working there. I do sort of agree because always finished everything they had for me within 4 hours...). There was a lovely mixture of rebellion, nerdiness, and dancing.
We shall not discuss the rebellion as it is not really rebellion because I have never felt the need to rebel and my parents probably wouldn't care, and also because I don't want to be judged. It's not really a big deal though so I actually shouldn't have mentioned it...
We had a meeting here about Portus which was fun and simple. We potentially hijacked a panel, which is awesome. You should not tell anyone about it because we don't know if we're allowed to, but if it does pan out Jennifer, Sasha and myself will be hosting it. Hanging out with everyone was cool as well. I like people, but only sometimes.
Afterwards Sam came and we went to the "Fuck Yesss" dance party. It was pretty awesome actually which is good because usually these things don't pan out. The music was really  cool though and everyone danced and cared. The only sad thing was that it seemed that everyone except for Sam and I had someone to grind with. I want someone to grind with! We were both hit on once each by guys we weren't into. I have a feeling that I will never find a guy whom I can date who will come to things like that with me. I'll end up with a nerdy boy and nerdy boys don't have enough self confidence to do things like go to clubs and dance and feel cool about themselves, instead they sit around and feel sad about themselves. Being sad about yourself is such a waste of time! Stop being pathetic and develop a huge ego like me! Anyway...

Life is  sort of sleepy right now. Sasha has some people over but I feel sort of gross and I think they're talking about Steampunk so I'm chilling in my room. I am actually really excited about all of the geeky things in my future and all of the really lame costumes I'm going to put together that no one but me cares about. For Portus I'm being Marietta Edgecombe, a patronus, and a costume that Jenny and I will be together that we'll make her mother sew. I will love my costumes and cry in every picture taken of me as Marietta, because I would cry if my face said Sneak. And then there will be Dragon*Con, and I will be two boy costumes even though I make a terrible boy. I will make an awesome Kaylee though even if no one else agrees with me. I'm even looking forward to being AnCafe at Dragon*Con even if no one will know who we are.. and Sarah will not let me have my hair even though Teruki and I have the same hair cut. And then there will be AWA which I won't actually enjoy very much, but I will get to recycle costumes and be Near and carry around robots or finger puppets. People will know who AnCafe is at AWA.....
Even more than all of my lame costumes I'm  looking forward to being a geek and talking to other geeks and just being happy about life. I'm even looking forward to Bonnaroo which will be made of death and dying because it will also be made of driving forever and new experiences and bands I love.
Chuck Palahniuk and a rave are also in my future, but only one rave and not two like I previously thought. I also have decided that I like my job because I get to sit quietly and organize things. I enjoy doing that because I am a freak.
Another update, I've decided that I really am not capable of getting over my crush quite yet because I genuinely like him... a lot.... I would list all of the reasons but then someone might figure out  who he is. But I like him and I'd like to sit around with him for a month and do something specific that might also reveal his identity. But I do really like him in a silly girly way that makes me feel bad about myself. But I also don't feel weird or stupid around him with this crush, which is good. And I even think I'd be ok just liking him a lot if he decided to date someone else, which will most likely happen. I actually just thought of another thing that I'd like to say about him that would reveal his identity to some and make others think that he was someone else. I've also recently had some moments occur to me that could be interpreted as him being into me, or him just being him. He gets his own paragraph because it's rare that I allow myself to be silly and girly and obsessive.
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Living in the apartment has been interesting, not that anything really interesting has happened but life is very different not living with my sister. I actually haven't felt an extreme emotion since I've been here, except for some mild anxiety. My line of thinking regarding my emotions was that they were a mixture of extreme and placid unconditionally but now I'm having to re-analyze my feelings about home.
I actually think it's impossible not to feel constantly stressed out around my sister. It's really hard to accurately express what it feels like being around her all of the time, especially considering that I tend to exaggerate and anything that I say about her may be completely taken as one of those from me. But, she's selfish, paranoid,  high maintenance, conceited, insecure, mean, a habitual liar, and she uses my things and takes advantage of me constantly. I love her but being around her constantly is stressful to no end.
I have ended up spending too much time sitting around in the apartment and doing nothing though. I hate when I slip into things like that, I feel disgusting and useless and at the same time can't think of something more constructive to do. I hate feeling useless, very much. Despite the fact that my nature seems to lean more toward taking things one thing at a time as opposed to being active I'm much more satisfied when I'm getting lots of things done.
I've also decided that I would like to work on improving myself and the way I relate to things. I need to learn how to stop coming off as ditzy because I'm so sick of people getting the wrong impression about me. I am silly, I don't pay attention sometimes, but I'm actually a very intelligent person who can add things to conversations as long as they're good. Actually one of the things that I dislike the most about social interactions is when people assume that I'm quiet when actually they're just talking about things that I don't care about. But I digress, I feel like most people don't actually take the time to get to know me because they assume that I'm not as complex as I am and that is profoundly frustrating. I've spent time waiting for someone to take the time to do that, but I realize that I have to be proactive.
I also need to start telling people when I don't like them. I know that it isn't polite or socially acceptable at all,  but I believe in treating others the way I want to be treated and I would hate to think that someone didn't feel like they could tell me that they didn't really like me or even that they didn't feel like hanging out with me. It's really actually ridiculous that it's not ok to be forward with someone. Obviously not everyone is going to  like you, but some people are and you should find them. Most of the time they are not me.
I'm also trying to decide whether I should fix my level of compassion or not, as I am a very compassionate person most of  the time despite being actually made of ice. The thing with caring for others is that it's rare that I get the same in return, and then I can get hurt, or not even hurt, frustrated. I am made of  ice after all...
I don't know... this is starting to get long.... I need my actual journal because that's what I use for things like this.

I just got back from the X concert, which was amazing. I didn't much care for the first band except that the drummer was cute and one of the guitarists and the bassist were really awesome girls with lots of hair. We (we being Linnea and I) ran into Michelle after them which was really funny. I actually think I knew that she was going because she had offered to buy a ticket for Raymond but I totally forgot and it was still like "aah! Michelle!"
The first song of the X concert was just ok with some dancing, but then some guy came over and climbed over everyone and started running into people and everyone was sort of like  "Oh, right.." and there was a mosh pit! Mosh pits are the most fun version of concert dancing and now I am extremely sore. Linnea fell over 3 times in the pit and several people stopped her afterwards and told her that she was awesome for doing so. I fell once... but no one cared...
You know who did care about me though? Billy Zoom! His general schtick is to make insane faces and considering that making stupid faces is one of my favorite hobbies I made them back at him not thinking he could see me, but he could and he beckoned me over and we had a crazy faces face off. Which totally makes me feel amazing, totally....
Today was also my first day in the work force, but there isn't much to report on that except that I can have money in the future..
I feel like I should go to bed now but I'm really wired....
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Yesterday was amazingly lame. I read the manga I downloaded, which was disturbing, and then I drove forever and got lost trying to go to Regal which was a really dumb move on my part considering that I've been  there a million times and that I knew that the mapquest directions were funky.
Basically I did not get to see Sex and the City for free and instead was followed around Little 5 Points by this really obnoxious potentially homeless guy who made sure that I knew that he was single and was  looking for a girl who would watch John Waters movies with him and put up with his "crazy skateboarding antics". I didn't really feel like  telling him to go away but I did make a point  of it to make everything I said be very vague and I never made eye contact with him. I wouldn't have liked him even if he wasn't potentially homeless because he was just stupid. He told me that he could "read me" and that I was probably "an artist". I'm not an artist in any way. He was also one of those people who are very proud of themselves for having weird taste in things and I cannot stand people like that. He asked for my number and I told him no, making sure to look at him like he was a freak. Then he sort of started rambling about  how we should meet up and do something sometime.
 THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.
I'd really  like it if someone normal tried to hit on me, this isn't good for my self esteem.
I ended up going to see some movie about Marianne Faithful giving handjobs, I believe it was  called Irina Palm. I don't recommend it. It reminded me of all of the short films I see at Dragon*Con and don't like except that it had no excuse.
Today I sat around and played the Sims all day because I feel vaguely ill, but later I'm going to Sam's graduation party, and then tomorrow I start my job and will go see X. Woohoo?

Trivia last night was mildly exciting, and next Saturday I can eat free food! Unless more people come, then it will just be cheap food.
I also thought I'd say that I approve of the Veronica/Raymond relationship infinitely more than Raymond/Katie. So both Raymond and Jennifer are improving their dating record. Maybe I will too and finally meet someone whom I deem acceptable.

Which reminds  me: for those of you playing along at home-I have basically given up on my crush guy. I might start over again and re-pursue it after the summer is over... but... eh..

Linnea, Andrew and I sat around at Java Monkey forever after that. That was pretty cool because I like talking  to Andrew because he always has some confusing and exciting aphorism to lay down on me. Actually, Andrew speaks entirely in aphorisms. It was very confusing when I first met him.
At one point asking me how much my rent was, and then he decided to divide it by three, and I was sitting there like "Oh God, that would be the most retarded living situation ever!". Can you, dear reader, picture that? Now, add onto the social dynamic the fact that Andrew  would end up sleeping in the living room and could never change clothes or have privacy. I think if we didn't inform Sasha and she got to figure it out for herself and then everyone cries and is annoyed or whatever the appropriate reaction would be there could be some cameras installed and we could all make a large amount of money.

I'm updating my iTunes because it is far overdue for a serious tweaking what with the whole deciding to go back to the playlist I had in January deal. Then I'm going to make a playlist about sitting around in the sun and not wanting to move, or summer, more simply. I may or may not share it because I understand that the reason my playlists make me so happy is because they are made of my music.

FUCKING HELL MY ITUNES LIBRARY JUST CRASHED AGAIN!
Seriously iTunes, I'm not the one who turns my computer off when you're running, why must you sabotage me? I'm a nice person who loves you and messes with you until you're perfect and then you turn around and commit suicide...

I guess I'll go swimming around 2 instead. My pool is actually an amazing temperature and I would definitely invite everyone I know for an awesome pool party/barbecue with vegan and non-vegan options if I didn't believe that me in a bathing suit is something that should be seen by no one. Especially considering that I've lost all of my bathing suits and the bathing suit combo that's left is incredibly absurd. I guess it doesn't really matter though because a bathing suit is the most unflattering thing I could ever wear no matter what sort it is.

I've also decided that instead of coming up with a costume for everyday I'm going to remember that I'm actually fail at costuming due to the fact that I don't know how to sew and concentrate instead on working really hard to make sure that my Kaylee and Kakihara costumes are awesome and then do like last year and wear absurd pajamas or my candy striper outfit on the other days. I think for Portus I'll just do Marietta Edgecombe and Beauxbatons or Holyhead Harpies- whichever Jennifer is the most enthusiastic about because her mom is the one whom we would be convincing to make the costumes. I have cool ideas for either... so I guess I should learn how to sketch them....

I had a better entry title actually, but then I realized that I had to explain how to pronounce the noise I was trying to convey. Otherwise I might have made an entirely different impression. Then I realized that I'm a freak and the feeling behind the noise I was trying to convey would have been lost on everyone. Or, basically, I'm not good at things.

Moving on: I'm really excited about going to see Prince Caspian this evening. I really don't remember much about the books because I read them in 6th grade, but I guess that's good because I won't spend the whole time nit-picking. Nit-picking ruined Stardust for me. I've also only ever been to two movies at midnight, and neither were the premier (Rocky Horror and A Clockwork Orange... ). Currently I'm wearing my Inman Park Festival skirt and I may wear it to the premier because it's ok to look silly at a fantasy movie at midnight.

I've found out that there are far too many concerts that I want to go to, and none of them are similar so it's really hard to prioritize. There's X, then Cat Power, then lame goth band, then Harry and the Potters. I might skip Cat Power due to the fact that I don't actually enjoy the new direction she has decided to go in and I've missed her "forgetting the lyrics and leaving" phase. I might also skip lame goth band because I only like them because they remind me of both Skinny Puppy and the Bauhaus but are inferior to both...

At the same time I definitely like Cat Power's old material more than anything by Harry and the Potters or X. I'm also considering going to Bonnaroo... but I'm very attached to Money... of course if I did go to Bonnaroo I would get to see Cat Power... I'm not actually good at decision making. Can you tell?

I'm actually in a movie watching mood right now, and I may run over to Blockbuster and veg all day.... or think of something better to do...

I am trying to post less frequently so as to be less obnoxious; however, I enjoy typing. I would also really enjoy a burrito, but I got one yesterday and what if the people at the burrito store recognize me? I guess I could go to Moe's but then I'll still feel stupid for alternating burritos. Plus even if burritos aren't really fast food and I don't get things like cheese or sour cream I still feel bad for eating so much food. I really should be packing or something...
Linnea and I are buying X tickets tomorrow! And maybe Raymond if he hasn't already.. I'm a bit concerned about Linnea deciding to back out because that's right before she leaves for camp because if she does that will mean that somehow all concerts are cursed as far as having to sell tickets at the last minute. I should also see if Nick still wanted to go to Mindless Self Indulgence but I might have to back out on him because I only sort of like MSI and the tickets are really expensive.I will go to see my lame goth band regardless, and Sarah will too, and we will dance like freaks and never discuss it with anyone again afterwards.
I'm also really enjoying Dangerous Angels, I had kind of forgotten that one of the things that acts as a cohesive force in Jennifer and I's relationship is that we both would like to live similar lives and Dangerous Angels is about the kind of life we'd both like to lead. I think in general I'm going to have to go back to reading Young Adult Fiction books more often.
Hopefully I will also be signing up for a dark room/photography class at Callenwalde, I'm excited!!! I'm also concerned that the class will run out of room... but there is still hope. I guess I need to buy Prince Caspian tickets too... actually I need to do everything and it's not cool and makes me want to flip out. Aaah! Aaah! Aaah!

Today was stressful and nice. I think the stressful has left the largest impression upon me however. I do have a job now though! I feel like it will also be good and bad. Good because it's relatively easy, there are cats, and it pays $8 an hour, and not good because I'm only working 3 days a week most weeks, but I can't get a job for the other days of the week on the off chance that they will need me to come in. I'm still happy though.
My room is also painted, that was an exhausting process. The first day Linnea and I almost ran out of primer and accidentally got high on paint fumes, it was not cool. Then today we had Sam help us but we had to panic because the sun was almost gone and we did the shittiest 2nd coat we could have ever done and then left for trivia. However, it did go much faster with two people rollering, and ultimately having a kind of shitty sea-foam type color going on is better than the red. Also paint solvent is the scariest household chemical I have ever heard of. The back is like "Wear protective gloves and goggles, put it in a can and put the brush in a can. This can cause cancer."
We won at trivia, which was cool because I got to pay less for my pizza. Also Katie & Raymond broke up which means that I never have to speak with her again! It will cause him to be sad when Luci comes back though. I wonder if Andrew will be sad too... I guess it doesn't matter if he does because I never see him anymore and he's better at not being ridiculous when he's sad.

I was going to go to the Renaissance Festival today, but now it's raining so I'm going tomorrow instead. Or, not raining here, but where the Renaissance Festival is. I guess that's ok because I feel vaguely ill and would probably have gotten sort of tired and annoyed while there. And I also would have killed Sarah for being loud in the car.
My car is also not cursed, just so you know. I was even in a situation Thursday at Manuel's where I thought for sure my tire was going to pop and it didn't!
Now I've been sitting around and playing Kingdom Hearts II some more. That game times how long it takes you to play it and so far it has eaten over 30 hours of my life- that's a really depressing fact. However, I am determined to finish it before I move!
In other news: I've decided to panic a lot about not knowing what I want to do with my life, San Fransisco is probably not happening, I may go to Bonnaroo(chances on this are slim though because I am far too prissy), my iTunes has crashed and gone back to the library it had in January, I've decided that I will put efforts into turning my current crush into my boyfriend after the summer is over (even though I still won't tell you who it is.), and I think that I will force Jennifer into agreeing to make the Beauxbatons outfits for Portus instead of the Holyhead Harpies ones because Beauxbatons is in the south of France and will therefore be less warm to wear the outfits of. I've decided that the people who have told me that I will never leave the hotel are liars because I don't eat normal people food.
Also I have two raves to attend in June, even though there's an extreme chance that neither will be a good rave. I still have a dream....
I don't know what the point of this was, but at least I wasn't concentrating very hard  because otherwise it would be really long..